Pushing myself for Success
Since my childhood I have been the most shy girl. I could barely talk and look into someone’s eye. I always wanted to make friends but I don’t know why I have failed to do that in my childhood. Anyways, when I grew up I was unaware of my surroundings. I would always try to compromise myself for others benefits. I have never thought of competing with anyone. As you all know that I have always been a gamer. Even though I had no friends but I always has friends in online games. I used to play virtual world games such as OurWorld don’t know if anyone has ever heard of this game before.
That’s the only place where I could be myself and be free. As long as no one is seeing me I felt the comfort to have a conversation with them. But if it was in real life then I would not feel comfortable to talk in-front of anyone. Even if we have talked online before. But in those games I used to only chat with my online friends and there was no option for voice messages or microphone system to talk and listen.
I was even nervous on calls when some of my class mates used to call me on my moms phone as I never had any till the age of 18. Anyways, I would blush a lot and could not properly talk at all because I used to get worried about voice like what if I sound annoying and not good at all. I didn’t want anyone to judge my voice so, I used to avoid calls and voice messages.
In 2018 I started to play a battlefield game for the first time. The game is called Pubg Mobile and I used to play this game for fun but in 2019 in October I started to take this game seriously. There was a option for voice chat but I have never used it from the beginning when I started playing. Even though my name looked like a female people would still doubt if I am a girl or boy because I used to play really good. People would also curse me because they would ask me to turn on my voice but because of my shyness I could never open my mic.
But when I wanted to play this game seriously I started to use the mic and for the first time in 2020 I turned on my mic and whenever someone used to hear my voice I would feel very shy and then in September I builded a PC to stream my gameplay and prove myself. After that I started to use Face Cam but with mask on and it was quite embarrassing. I am a very shy and quite person but I had to change myself for streaming online. I had to act out of my character and tried to be funny and create funny scenarios to entertain my audiences. I had to smile a lot even though no one could ever see my smile but they could see my eyes having expressions.
Even though I am sad sometimes I still had to pretend to be happy online. When I used to get depressed I would stream for 8-9 hours like nonstop. It was hilarious and I was always different online than I was in real. In real I don’t like to talk very much but on online to pursue my dream as a big gamer I had to pretend to be the happiest person to never let my audience. Look down on me. It was a hard battle in the end I have won and I got popularity and fame after all of these struggles.
Overall, I would say sometimes it’s better to hide yourself online because sometimes few will understand your situation and few will make fun of your situation so it’s better to face it by yourself and hide it from the public and enjoy your private life. To be successful you will need to be something that you are not but don’t lose yourself for that.
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People will judge you no matter what you do, so you should just be yourself and do what makes you happy. I am also a very shy person, but sometimes I make sure to suppress it because people will try to use it to take advantage of me.
Yeah, it's better not to show my weakness and stay strong!
Hello, from the way you write you seem to me to be a very communicative person who can transmit a lot to people if you speak to them personally. Many of us who write publications feel as you express, we are shy at first, but sometimes by the dynamics of the day to day or the job we do we must express ourselves to different people, so we are forced to lose shyness, that costs a little but it can be achieved. Greetings.
Yes, sometimes you have to give it all to gain something.
Very funny though...so mask vendors do have the address to your house because you will have them of different kind.
You are actually good at what you do, so keep it rolling, soon the whole world will come to identify with you
I actually have masks in various designs lmao 🤣
Hi @ayamihaya I think that many times gaining experience where you feel free helps you to lose a lot of your shyness, it's just a matter of a little more time. A hug
I actually don't know if it would be a good idea to lose all of my shyness.
Coming out of your shell to the public is a Herculean task that requires much courage especially for an introvert. The world is crazy and hazy, perhaps in a rush race and would not fit in with everyone. Glad you came out eventually, even though not all 😂
I actually fear the social media because every platform is not safe like hive also people are stealing my pictures from hive and using them on TikTok so I don't wanna reveal myself lol.
WOW 😲
Better to stay incognito then. Trust you're faring well? Good morning from here
When you are a public person like you looks like even if you are shy people doesn't notice hehehe
interesting!
now i understand better why the mascara
What did you say I could not understand 🤔
I wrote that in a weird way for sure. So i meant that people can’t imagine you being shy since you are a famous girl, a public person.
I understand well your feeling of shyness and not talking online, I sometimes play PUBG on PC and some other games that have voice chat and even then I don't use it, I have something, that feeling that I will bother you, even if it's not like that.
About your change, it was really cool, it also showed that you're brave enough to change something about yourself for something you like and want to achieve or improve, that's really brave and I'm sure your streams are great!
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Of course, my streams were great. Recently due to my busy schedule I have stopped streaming I only play offline I mean online but not sharing publicly.
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