Feb.'25 Contest_ "LuvLetter" | A Love Letter To Heaven: "Mi Amor" - My Always and Forever

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Always and Forever


Mi amor,

I can only imagine the beautiful and joyful place you are in, surrounded by peace and love. Yet, a part of my heart longs for your presence because I deeply miss having you by my side. It’s hard to believe it has been thirty years since you left me, and each day still carries the weight of that loss.

I will never forget you who filled my life with treasured memories in such a short time. You brought me so much joy, from sunny summers trekking Mt. Makiling to delightful afternoon chat over a cup of coffee. The gifts you gave me. Your wisdom, love, time, and understanding are irreplaceable. It hurts me down to the core of everything we never had the chance to experience together. Mi amor, you are always in my heart.


I can still hear your voice echoing in my mind, those tender words you whispered to me: "Please don't leave me. If you did, I'd die sooner. I can't handle being alone any longer, and I'm used to having you around." At that moment, I felt the weight of your love, and I replied that my world had changed its anchor to revolve around you, and my love for you had grown deeper than I ever thought possible.

There are nights when I feel the pain in my heart of you not being around wash over me; I find myself crying in my sleep as I long for you and wish there was something, anything, I could do to bring you back. I feel the rage inside my heart and I simply become aware that it was part of God's bigger plan. The pain of losing you will never disappear, but I adhere to the hope that with time, I’ll learn to get around through it a little more. Each passing moment brings me closer to the day when I can be with you again.

When you told me that you wanted to enter politics, I just shrugged my shoulders off and left you with a lonely heart. I want to sincerely apologize for the time that I couldn't be there to support you in your political ambitions. When I let my mood get the best of me and walked away, leaving you feeling shut out and frustrated, I'm truly sorry for that essential aspect of your life. I saw those moments as a waste of time, but I've come to realize how my stubbornness affected us both. Your ability to find humor in those situations has inspired me, and I choose to embrace that perspective now. Thank you for your patience with me.


I missed you so much and I want you to know how blessed I am to have you as a part of my life. You have inspired my heart and my soul. Your gentle nature continues to help me become the person I am today. You were one of a kind and your presence has left a special mark on this world and in my heart. All I have left now are memories. Please continue to watch over me and guide me.

I know you're in a beautiful place. A place full of love and compassion and all things incredible. I know you're happy, living somewhere where everything feels like a dream and all things have meaning. I know you're watching over me, cheering me on, and smiling down proudly.

May you continue to rest in peace, happiness, love, and fulfillment. I love you now and beyond and I look forward to seeing your gentle and handsome face again one day. I’ll see you when it’s time.

Thank you for swinging by into my life.

Tu amada

I'm thrilled to ask @aidelejoie and @jurich60 to compose a heartfelt love letter to their significant other! Allow your feelings to flow naturally and make them truly remarkable.



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Thirty years of longing 🥹, I could feel how much you love him.

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Hi, @lhes! Thank you for visiting my post. Yes, I do have a hard time moving forward with his passing as I am used to having him around every day. In addition, with the passing of my son the other year has a double whammy effect on my part.

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You love him eternally. You have maintained the relationship even though he has been gone for several years. I admire your unwavering commitment. Many people nowadays would cheat or separate ways at the slightest disagreement.

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Honestly, we had a whirlwind relationship. He came into the picture on Valentine's Day in our company ready with matching a bunch of yellow roses, declaring to my boss that we'll be having our VDay date at night. I was surprised by what he said because I didn't know him personally, but I heard his name in the community circle where my family lives. He was a womanizer according to those who knew him. His family is old rich, and I came to know on that day that he was the son of one of the directors of our company. He pursued and chased me and never gave up until I said "yes"! That's how our love story began. Sorry for the excerpt. 🤭 He proved to me that he was sincere and worth for my love. We have so many ups and downs, twists and turns in our relationship but it's normal in partnership. Do you agree with me, @izyllah-aeon?😊

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Wow, your story is incredible! Hahhaa. It reads like a compelling novel( I am fun of reading and listening to), but the fact that it's your real life experience is astonishing. (Was smilling while reading your reply because of excitement)The ups and downs, the unexpected elements are all so engaging. I'm particularly curious about how you navigated the differences in your backgrounds, especially considering your husband's family wealth. Would you be open to sharing more details?🙏

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I will send you the link on your Msgr of the novelette I wrote about our love story. I am grateful to have a wonderful engagement with you. Happy weekend!

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This just made me cry @diosarich. What a heartfelt letter. The longing is just unbearable! Each word caressed my soul. True love lives really, it never dies though one succumbs to eternal sleep.
A match made in heaven but was cut short by destiny. Many questions of what if's.....

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You are so right @aideleijoie. Love should never die, even in eternal sleep. It remains alive in our hearts. I know that in eternal life, we will meet again, and there, the pain, suffering, and trials will disappear, but eternal love will remain.

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