Have you been heartbroken?: WEEK 239

of course, when i was younger i had a love disappointment that scarred, shattered my soul because they saw my stupid face.my best friend and my partner had been dating for months at that time.i loved him madly and had her on a pedestal.i thought he loved me like i loved him.at least that's what he told me when he said i love you.

we had plans to get married i thought he and i would be the father of my children but he himself was in charge of destroying that feeling i discovered them by chance it was because one day i was going out with my friend and i arrived at her house and she was not ready while she was taking a bath i started to watch videos on her laptop and she got some Facebook messages and i got curious and the one writing was my partner at that moment i was in shock law old conversations i discovered how they were making fun of me i confronted them both and they did not have to admit it although he asked me for forgiveness and another chance, I forgave him, but I couldn't go back to someone so fake. As for my so-called friend, I didn't ask her any more questions, we just stopped talking and distanced ourselves from each other.

It makes me laugh when some people tell me you can't be like that Fany you have to trust more they judge without knowing if I didn't trust I wouldn't have my current partner I wouldn't have my children I can't deny that it hurt me a lot the person I loved the most in my life was the one who betrayed me the most and they come to tell me that I have to trust more in peoplenoMy trust is earned, I will no longer be giving away my trust to anyone, I am no longer the naive and foolish girl I was before, there is no turning back, we just have to recover from the stumbles and disappointments and get away from those people that no matter how much love we have for them, they simply become a memory and a great life lesson.

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