Enduring my emotional stress: WEEK 207

Enduring my emotional stress...

These last few days have been a real stress, I can't deny it, on the one hand, I wanted to get out of this, and start taking action, of what corresponded, but, on the other hand, I forgot all that that would imply, walking, searching, asking and even listening to the different opinions of others.

When you are so overwhelmed with so many things, your body receives all that, and somehow, it takes it out of you, even if it is through some ailments and discomforts; at this moment I have a pain in my mouth, I do not know how to explain it, but it started the day after my consultation with the doctor, when he told me that I have that big boy (the myoma).

I imagined it anyway, I felt it that way, plus the discomfort I had, however, deep down, one keeps the hope that the results would be different, but well, it was not like that, and here we are again with this process.

My anxieties, thoughts, nerves, a thousand, and as I said, my body, and my mind, resisting all this, I just wish that all this storm passes soon, and that this pain I feel now in my mouth, is nothing, that it is removed, because it is preventing me from moving forward, and so, there is not much I can do.

It has never bothered me before, and just now, I have this, I wonder why it is, my friend told me that she was looking for it, and maybe it is because of emotional stress, could it be true...I don't know, maybe, only God knows, it is annoying, wanting to do things, and not being able to, because something always comes up.

Maybe it is all in my mind, it could be, everything is possible, I would like someone to understand me, to tell me what to do, these are moments like this, when you need a friendly word, support, understanding, you do not need to be judged, criticized, in short, you have to breathe, process everything, and hold on, until it passes.

As they say over there, after the storm, comes the calm, everything passes, you just keep going, and stay on your feet.....

Thank you, friend @galenkp for this space, to let our thoughts go, happy weekend.