My Obsession or Passion : My art | WEEK 191

A new month has begun, and with it, the first weekend of February, I already feel that we are flying, or are my ideas 😄; anyway, sharing a little with you, and with the theme of this weekend, proposed by the friend @galenkp, made me think a little, since both I liked, and it was hard for me to decide, but well, it's time to answer.

To say what obsessed me before, I could not tell you, at this moment nothing comes to me so nothing, maybe if there was at the time, to leave it behind, however, I want to talk about what obsesses me now, and what has become my passion and my motivation, in the last three years.

Since I decided to become independent and seek to do something on my own, I became obsessed with this, every day, when I knew that you could generate income online from home, I focused on it, I tried everything, different pages, earning pennies, cents, and while doing this, I tried to do other things, learn a skill, and I focused on the design part; I began to handle other programs, such as Corel Draw, I remember that it was with that tool, with which I began to create my Topper.

Which, at the time, inspired me, and I sold some, at that time; then I explored Photoshop, I saw it so complex, but I started to watch YouTube videos, and so I was learning to use it, then, I left Corel, and I switched to this, I also made my designs, of topper, breakfast kit, and finally my photomontages.

And while I was exploring all this, between design and generating online income, I came across this blockchain (Steemit and Hive), here I stayed, starting with one and ending in the other, which opened the way for me to continue improving my designs; creating my covers, banners, and any other design I wanted to share on my blog.

I confess that it has not been easy, I have been frustrated, stressed, when your mind goes blank, and you do not know what to do, where to start, I think that is also part of the obsession, because you are so used to do something, that when you see that you can not, you feel you are failing, and that overwhelms you, discourages you.

But you know well, I have been a constant person, if someone asks me, what I have remained faithful, it is in this, in the management of my blog, creating content every day, without stopping, it is something that I am used to, that if I miss, I feel bad, it's like a lost day for me, I do not know if it happens to you, but it is like that.

I don't know how much longer this will be, how long I will last, while I will continue giving the best of me, being original, unique, creative, it is what motivates me the most, because it encourages me to explore my creativity, something I didn't know I had before, or could do.

Here I do a little bit of everything, and I love it, because I can share my designs, drawings, all kinds of art, which before I had never dared to do, and now, I can't help it; and I'm going for more, there are other things I have seen, that I also want to learn, and I know that if I set my mind to it I can do it.

Undoubtedly create content, design, draw, has become my best obsession or passion, is something I've been working with these last years, and I hope to continue learning, but above all improving, especially to help me generate more income, which I need haha.

I hope you have a happy weekend, and thanks for reading me, until here. ❤️