SELFLESSNESS: IS IT WORTH IT?

Selflessness, yes selflessness, my boyfriend told me that what endeared me to him was my heart and willingness to help others even when I don't know them but I go all out for them to make sure they are ok. The funny part is this is just me being me and nothing else, I feel bad when I can't do something about a situation someone is battling with, so I guess it is or should I say I know it's just me being me 😁.

One time I went to a church convention and I was with my friends. We were discussing and after collecting our own food for the night, not without many struggles, push me I push you we finally got out food and was outside looking at the wonders of nature. Then this guy who happened to be a friend to my friend just walked in and we continued our discussion until he said he's tired and weak but doesn't have food for the night because something happened in the kitchen and I felt bad, he was tired already and will sleeping hungry so I stood up and decided to go into the same queue/crowd we just came out from not long ago and managed to come out sweating profusely on a cold night and gave him the food and saw his eyes lit up. He continued thanking me for days and even wrote me a love note on the last day of camp 🤗 lover boy 😁.

I didn't really take that to heart but it was imprinted in his heart according to him, it was just a normal day until boom I became someone's girlfriend.
My coursemate asked me a question recently she was like

Why do you let people use you?

I don't let people use me. It is just me lending a helping hand to someone that needs help. What brought about this statement was that I allowed some of my other coursemates to come read at my place and that place is a restricted area and I was being cautious and they weren't getting the signal that if the school authorities find out I was squatting them to read at my place although not everyday I'll be thrown out, one even said I have OCD, I was having exam tension and decided to leave my place to a friends place and that was it they started calling me names that even though it's a restricted area they too have paid their school fees the same way I have paid, guess what, I have been told to drop my key and leave that house, that is for that.
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