Loh #205: The Life I Have Been Missing!

Today, I want to share with you my thoughts about one of the topics given by @cautiva-30.

1️⃣ Maybe you would start by listing material things, but think with your heart and really become aware: Do you have the life you want to have? What are you still missing?

I can honestly say that I still don't have the life I want and am missing a lot of things ever since I took on the role of primary provider for the family and when my mother passed away.

After I started earning my own money, I had to spend days debating whether or not to buy something.

I'm still saving for the future. How I survive the current situation will be all I can think about and concentrate on. Becoming insecure is a component of nearly everything.

While you're barely making ends meet, others think I'm incredibly wealthy because I can afford everything.

I have to pay because no one else would. There will be moments when you have to starve yourself, and there will also be moments when you have to question whether you should be rewarded or not. You may be wondering if you're living a luxurious lifestyle even if you've just taken a modest financial step to increase your level of comfort.

I wonder every day when better times will come.

I'm envious of those my age who succeed because they don't give much thought to anybody else. They can have the means to pursue their happiness and personal development.

I'm already stressed out at the age of 28. There's hardly any time to relax.

Everything became awful, especially after my mother passed away. I had no idea how to handle it all, but all I knew was that I had to move on and move forward.

Suppose someone were to ask what I am still missing.
My life is still not what I had hoped for.

But I know there's still time.

Everyone can succeed in life. That means achieving our goals and leading the best lives possible.

Evolution is necessary for development and freedom. We would only grow or learn something new if we ventured outside of our comfort zones.

I've personally experienced things that seemed intolerable, unfixable, and everywhere. But because of those things that were happening to me, I had to look within myself and find a way to overcome it.

I'm walking now, one step at a time. I'm concentrating on my goals: having a family of my own, getting promoted at work, and achieving financial stability. 

You learn to pick better when you have to start over. You have the opportunity to fall in love with yourself even if you don't like who you are. Make a new route instead of standing in front of the road sign forever.

The path to success is not easy; it will require a lot of work. To keep things moving forward every day, I need to be very focused and consistent.

I will never let go of my aspirations and the life I am missing. I know that no matter what, in God's perfect time, I will fulfil those dreams.

Dreams are not anchors but rather guiding stars, so cling to them with caution. Never let them define or burden you; instead, let them motivate and inspire you. Remember that life is about the journey rather than the endpoint.