A Big Mess #LOH230
Part of my life i enjoy
most right now? Hmmm๐ค
When I saw this week's prompt I smiled because ENJOY is not a word am experiencing at the moment, the word literally does not exist in my vocabulary at the moment. If it where, what would I be saying
That am traveling to my favorite places
Eating all the food I have been craving for each and everyday
Going out with friends to have fun most days
Sleeping in when I want to
Not being stressed out at work
The list goes on and on but just to name a few.
The truth is my life sucks right now, am on a standstill at the moment, I don't know if am moving forward or backward even. It's funny right, most persons will see me and think alot is going on in my life but that isn't the case.
In the mist of all this, am sorry but it's hope that is keeping me going, am so so tired of life, sometimes I cry myself to sleep at night. My goodness my sister is in here I hope she does not take this the wrong way, but am struggling mentally and I don't know what to do. I need a big break, break that is far away from all these chaos.
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It's funny how sometimes it's the smallest things that bring us the most joy. For me, it's waking up every morning knowing that my loved ones are safe and sound. It's a simple thing, but it's what gives me the strength to face another day. It's a reminder that even in the midst of chaos, there's always something to be grateful for. Presently, am not with them physically, I work far away from home, that makes me appreciate them even more.
To crown it all, am just taking one step at a time, sleep, wake up, bath andwork and that's it. No fun time so far, but I intend to make it work though.
Promising to give you guys a good feedback when I get back on my feet.
Thank you guys for always stopping by โบ
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Hi Sisi โค๏ธ๐ค, The truth is that even I go through a lot so there's nothing to be ashamed of. I wanted to scroll past without leaving a comment because you said you didn't want me to take this the wrong way but here I am ๐...
We're all humans, even tho we're siblings, we have our own personal struggles that were ashamed to share with our siblings coz they'll feel bad. It's normal to feel that way....
Sometimes leaving your comfort zone is the first step. Life is beautiful, you're the painter, pick any colour you want and paint, if it turns out bad, pick another colour and make something good out of it. You don't have to be sad all because you feel the painting is ruined and would've been better if you didn't use brown or because you thought the painting would've been better if you used the colour brown. You don't have brown so use pink.
All I'm saying is that you shouldn't dwell on the past but focus on what you have, and make the most out of it.
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Woww what an inspiring speech,now am happy you stopped by an write it. Am trying my best and I will definitely get there, so thank you sweet girl.
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Speech ke๐, I thought I came out as a motivational speaker tho๐
You got this Sisi๐ซถ๐
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Going through difficult times makes us see that sometimes getting out of bed is a great achievement. Keep fighting, sister.
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Am so grateful for that every single day, it's a real struggle but am still pushing through.
Thank you so much for your words of encouragement sis.
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Our thoughts & prayers are with you ๐
I remember having days in my younger years feeling that way, life seem meaningless, I'm just existing. Thanks to some dear friends they saw what I needed, I needed a purpose, a passion, something to focus on and that meant I have to go find it. It won't come to find you.
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Am happy you where able to pull through. Having loved ones that encourages you every step of the way is a blessing.
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