LOH #157: Some People Might Misunderstand But I Know I am Powerful

Many of my peers and blockmates describe me as tough to read. Yes, I am an ambivert, but I keep my multiple personas hidden. I learned how to communicate with other people based on what they show me since I meet and chat with diverse personalities. Only some people, in my opinion, deserve my generosity. A few individuals will put me to the test, which I despise. I want people to respect me as much as possible. Unfortunately, some individuals misconstrued it.

I've recently experienced black energy around me. I'm not sure whether or not this is a supernatural skill, but I can tell when someone's aura is different or unfavorable toward me. If you ask me, I actually had that feeling earlier this year. I believe that numerous individuals are casting evil eyes at me because I seem to be mentally unstable, disoriented, and troubled.

I attempted to think about it. Is it possible that I am being too harsh on others? I keep thinking that some individuals might erroneously interpret me because I am intellectually proficient.

I sometimes want to be silent, but my domineering identity always emerges from my lair. And I dislike people who are so dumb that I have to basically spoonfeed them everything in order for them to comprehend it. I learnt to be selfish this time. As much as possible, I want them to be independent and figure out how to properly comprehend something. If you show me kindness, I am helpful. I do not tolerate people who are lazy or dumb. I want to assist people as much as possible, but when I realize that folks around me are simply exploiting me, that's when they'll probably hear my criticism.

Even today, I manage to appear two-faced to everyone around me. When I see individuals working hard to improve, I feel good about them. Furthermore, I exhibit my snobbish side when I know she contributes nothing to what we do. I think that everyone has an evil side, and it is up to them how to express it to others.

Nevertheless, I am not bothered if everyone resents me because of how I act. All I want is to graduate on time and find a solid job that offers five to six figures per month. If they interpreted me incorrectly, I'm fine with it given that I know myself better and have nothing to prove to other people because I'm happy with who I am right now and have embraced myself.

This is my entry for week 157 here in LOH. Thanks for reading, ladies!

All images are originally mine. 
Location: Manila, Philippines
All rights reserved, © 2023