LOH #166 // Doing It Differently This Year

Looking back at 2023, I realise how much of a busybody I was, barely having time for myself.
My cycle constantly revolved around just about the same thing, my social life was zero to nothing, and I kept repeating the whole process.
I didn't have extra time for myself and the little I had, I spent on my bed with my phone.
I suddenly became an indoor person way back in 2020 and since then it's been so hard to go out of my house especially if the purpose isn't quite stated or doesn't go in line with what my mind actually wants.
I make excuses so that I won't have to step out of my room, let alone my house as a whole.
I hated being seen in the crowd or having to care less about moving around and all.
I started the year 2023 with a lot of energy in me but spent the remaining months of the year lazying about so many things.
I did all I could to take myself out of that Lazy mode or state but I kept finding myself there.
It became a serious issue and I became rather too comfortable with it.
I was too lazy to set new goals, too lazy to tackle old ones too and just left everything hanging and lying dormant.
So when asked what I would do differently or start doing for myself this year?
The answer is quite simple; I will be more intentional about myself, be more sociable (if possible) and then will kick myself off the lazy state to be able to achieve and accomplish all the things I plan to achieve in my life.

Another thing I think I will do differently this year is explore all the things my heart and mind wish to feast on, I want to try them all but with restraint.
I want to have an experience in a lot of things that I only have saved in my memory bank.
I want to see life differently and try things without regrets.
I want to be more open with myself and my emotions without holding back.
I want to manage my expenses and spend wisely as well, and not just lavish my income with just about anything that comes into my mind at the moment.
I just wish to do a lot of things differently and take things more seriously than I used to.
I know 2024 to many may seem like a tough year, but I want to see it as a soft year for me and I want to manifest that softness and not be too hard on myself.

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              3rd January 2024